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(9cum stains | Please Inform The Captain This Is a Hijack) New Way To Dance [03 Sep 2003|08:32pm] [ mood | loved ] [ music | the kinison - sorry, i'm a pushover ] well, do to the inactivity in my updating, ill really try to buckle down and apply myself to do so. with that aside.... today on my way to school, i saw matt on his way out. and when i got out an hour later, he was waiting for me in his car. kinda wierd. but we talked and natalie called him up and wanted him to goto Claim Jumpers with her and Lyla. matt said no, but i insisted that we should, since Acton sucks and all, what else would we do to beat this heat. so we met up at the restraunt and i havn't seen Lyla or Natalie in awhile. they are nice girls, funny. so after being chatty for a bit, Lyla told us that our waiter was "cute". so Natalie and Matt "went to go tell him" and Lyla got all embaressed. and i was making fun of her. than about 10 minutes later, they brought out a cake and they did that corney birthday song that restraunts always do to me. tommarow is my birthday btw, what are you getting me? so i got all embaressed and red and blah blah. yeah, so tomarow im turning 20. kinda sad, i thought i was gonna be doing somthing better. never thought i would be living in Acton going to community college AKA 13th grade. anywho, im surrounded by friends i love and a girl is actually waiting for me to get done with my life in LA so we can finally be together. i think thats the best part. enough sap for one night, wheres the booze?

(1cum stain | Please Inform The Captain This Is a Hijack) Yeah [25 Aug 2003|01:26pm] [ mood | chipper ] [ music | library silence ] I beat solitaire. Stephanie is cool. I'm going to spend the weekend with her. I'm going to miss the games in San Fran for her. Yeah because she's so cool. P.S. I'm so bomb. I know your password and you never update. Love comma Steph

(16cum stains | Please Inform The Captain This Is a Hijack) pixie [19 Aug 2003|01:42pm] [ mood | emo ] [ music | pig destroyer - elfin ] [1]First Name: ryan [2]Middle Name: lee [3]Last Name: spellman [4]Nick Name[s]: spanky, (in a scottish accent)dirty little wee man [5]Gender: male [7]Birthday: september 4 [8]Height: 5 8 [10]Hair Color: brown [11]Eye Color: brown [12]Caucasian, African American, Hispanic...What: Caucasian [13]Glasses: no [14]Contacts: no [15]Braces: had them [16]Hair Short Or Long: long [17]U Were Born Where: spokane washington [18]U Now Live: acton california [19]Asrtrology Sign: virgo [20]Chineese Zodiac Sign: no idea [21]Nationality: irish, scottish [22]Bad Habbits: bite me fingernails [23]Piercings: no [24]If Yes Where & How Many, If No Do U Want Any: i want to redo my inverted labrete [25]Tattoos: yes [26]If Yes How Many & Where, If No Want Any: 2, or 3. behind my calf, and behind each arm [.Family.] [27]Mothers Name: Peggy Sue [28]Fathers Name: Larry David [29]Brothers Name[s]: N/A [30]Sisters Name[s]: Ramey Jo [31]Favorite Aunt: yvonne [32]Favorite Uncle: randy [33]Favorite Grandparent: carolyn [34]Worst Relative: uncle greg, or cousin jon [35]Best Relative: Erica [36]Best Family Memory: don't remember [37]Do U Get Along With Your Parents: yes [38]Do Your Parents Understand You: i suppose so [39]Does Anyone In Your Family Understand You: erica [.Pets.] [40]Do You Have Any Pets: yes [41]Name[s]: Quiche, Roxy [42]Type Of Animal[s]: black lab, golden retriever [43]If You Dont Have A Pet Do You Want One: no [44]Have You Ever Had Any Other Pets Then Mentioned Up Above: quiche, laroo, lasie (dogs); pinky was a russian blue rat [.School.] [45]Are You Still In School: yes [46]Did You Drop Out: no [48]Favorite Grade: 8th grade english and 11th grade english Mr. Williams [49]Worst Grade: 4th [50]Favorite Teacher: Mr. Williams [51]Worst Teacher: Mr. Nuebauer. HE ATE CHALK!!! [52]Favorite Subject: sign language [53]Worst Subject: anything math [54]Do/Did U Buy Lunch Or Bring Lunch: bought [55]School Sports: soccer [56]School Activities: none [57]Popular Or What: no [58]Favorite Dance: didn't go [59]Favorite Memory: spring break 00' [60]Worst Memory: none [61]Worst Dance: "grinding" [62]Most Humiliating Moment: pissing myself at 6th grade science camp.................twice [.Favorites.] [63]Number: 22 [64]Clothing Brand: levis [65]Shoes: adidas [66]Saying: "do you like metal?" "as long as its heavy" [67]TV Show: Will and Grace [68]Sport: soccer [69]Vegtable: brocoli with cheese [70]Fruit: bananas [71]Movie: the outsiders, interview with the vampire [72]Magazine: 4-4-2 [74]Actress: don't have one [75]Candy: anything sour [76]Gum: none [77]Scent: HAPPY for men [78]Candy Bar: kit kat [79]Ice Cream Flavor: french vanilla [80]Color: blue? [81]Season: winter [82]Holiday: christmas [83]Band: tptbutet [84]Singer: none [85]Group: none [86]Type Of Music: mathrock, hardcore [87]Fast Song: anything charles bronson [88]Slow Song: anything charles bronson [89]Thing In Your Room: my record player [90]Place To Be: my room [91]Radio Station: KERTH [92]TV Channel: Comedy Central [93]Junk Food: Cheetos and coke [94]Overall Food: chinese [95]Store: levis store in santa monica [96]Shoe Brand: adidas [97]Fast Food Place: Del Taco [98]Restaurant: BJ’s [99]Shape: triangle [100]Time Of Day: night [101]Country: Ireland [102]State: california [103]Boys Name: Aiden [104]Girls Name: Olivia [105]Mall: none [106]Video Game: FIFA 2003 [107]Shampoo: panteen provee [108]Board Game: sorry [109]Computer Game: none [110]Car: my toyota t100 [111]Music Video: none [112]Swear Word: shit, piss, fuck, ass [113]Word: jew [114]Month: january [115]Cartoon: aqua teen hunger force, futerama [116]Song Of All Time: One Dying Wish [117]Scary Movie: evil dead [118]Team: Arsenal [119]Possession: gibson les paul studio [.Private Life I.E Sex, Drugs, Rock & Roll...] [185]Boyfriend Or Girlfriend: no [186]Crush: mmmmmmmaaaabye [187]Do You Love Anyone Right Now: yes [188]Have You Ever Been In Love: yes [189]How Many People Have You Kissed: 4 [190]Who Was Your First Kiss: Alena [191]Ever Have Oral Sex: sure [192]Still A Virgin: no [193]If Not How Many Times: 3 [194]How Many Hearts Have You Broken: 1 [195]How Many People Broke Your Heart: 1 [196]Best Quote To Sum Up Love: im not the one to ask [197]So What’s Your Girlfriend/Boyfriend/Crush Like: most excelent [198]What’s Your Dream Guy/Girl Like: Elizabeth Hurley [199]Do U Go More By Looks Or Personality: you all think i lie, but personality [200] ? [201]Ever Kiss A Friend: open mouth or closed [202]Are You Still Friends: yes. [203]So Moving Along... You Smoke: yes [204]How About Some Weed... You Smoke Weed: no [205]Ever Trip On Acid: nope [206]How About A Little xTc: nope [207]Crack, Heroin, Anything Else: ive done coke once.....bad [208]Beer Good Or Beer Bad: ehhh depends [210]Are U The Little Sissy Who Drinks Mikes And Whine Coolers: never [211]Do U Like Smirnoff Ice: i do... [212]Prefer Beer Or Liquor: piquor [213]So If You Smoke How Long U Been Killin Yourself Now: 4-5 years [214]What Kind Do You Smoke: marlboro red [215]Could I Bum One: if i had one [216]Back To Alcohol, Favoite Alcoholic Beverage: vodka tonics [217]So If You Werent A Virgin... Whens The Last Time U Got Some: april [.Would You Ever.] [218]Bungee Jump: no [219]Sky Dive: no [220]Swim With Dolphins: yes [221]Scuba Dive: yes [222]Go Rock Climbing: done it [224]Eat Shit For 1,000,000 $: mmmmnooo.........mabye [225]Change Your Religion: ? [226]Turn Your Back On Your Friends For Personal Gain: not in a life time [227]Steal A Friends Boyfriend/Girlfriend: no [228]Cross-Dress: done it [229]Lie To The Police: i would, but i havn't [230]Run From The Police: already have twice [231]Speed Away From The Police: done it, and got away! [232]Lie To Your Parents: done it [233]Walk Up To A Total Stranger And Kiss Them: no [234]Be A Exotic Dancer: no [235]Walk Out Of A Restraunt Without Paying: never [236]streak[run naked through somewhere for all u who dont know]: done it plenty [.Your Friends.] [257]Best Friend: wanye, xavier [258]Known Longest: xavier [259]Wish You Talked To More Then You Do: xavier [260]Wish You Saw More Then You Do: xavier [261]How Many Friends Do U Think You Have: i dunno [262]How Many Do U Actualy Hang Out With: 3 [263]Who Drives You Insane After Awhile: jerry [265]Ever Loose A Good Friend Because You Took It To The Next Level: nope [266]Craziest: wayne [267]Loudest: wayne [268]Shyest: whitney [269]Best Hair: me [270]Can Always Make You Laugh: wayne [271]Best Eyes: don't know [272]Best Body: crystal [273]Most Athletic: we all are soccer players [274]Sex Symbol: ? [275]Hot Tempered: jerry [276]Most Impatient: me [277]Shortest: david [278]Tallest: wayne [279]Talented: wayne [280]Best Singing Voice: katie [281]Skinniest: wayne [282]Nicest: wayne [283]Best Personality: katie [284]Biggest Drug User: none [285]Alcoholic: jerry "dirty hands" jondrou [.Have You Ever.] [286]flashed someone: yes [287]told the person you liked how u felt: yes [288]been to michigan: nope [289]gotten really REALLY wasted: yes [290]gone to jail/juvi: no [291]skateboarded: yes [292]skinny dipped: yes [293]stolen anything from a store: yes [294]wanted to kick my ass for making this so damn long SO LONG: no [296]pegged someone in the head with a snowball and they never knew it was you: no [298]gotten into a bar under aged: no [299]kissed someone of the same sex: no [300]flipped someone off: yes [301]gone on a road trip: yes [302]gone on vacation without adult supervision: yes [303]been to a concert: a lot [304]been to another country: no [305]talked back to an adult: yes [306]got pulled over: yes [307]into a car accident: yes [308]broke a law: yes [309]given money to some homeless person: yes [310]tried to kill yourself: no [311]cried to get out of trouble: no [312]kissed a friends brother/sister: no [313]dropped something on the floor that u were cooking for dinner and still put it on the plate: yes [.Opinions.] [314]What Do You Think About Boy Bands: suck [315]What Do You Think About Flag Burrning: no dice [316]What Do You Think Of The War On Terrorists: as long as im not fighting [317]What Do You Think About Suicide: no dice [318]What Do You Think About People Who Try To Force Their Opinions Upon You: crap [319]What Do You Think About Abortion: yes, no...yes,no.........yes...no?? [320]What Do You Think About Rock/Metal Music: as long as its heavy [321]Where Do You Think You'll Be In 10 Years: out of school, and uhh, rock star? [322]Who Do You Think You'll Still Be Friends With In 5 Years: wayne, jerry [323]What Do You Think About The Pop Music Scene: i spose [324]What Do You Think About The Store Abercrombie & Fitch: no dice [325]What Do You Think About Porn: thats a big 10-4 [326]What Do Think About The Death Penalty: dunno [.What Did You Do....] [339]Last Birthday: don't remember [341]Last Weekend: went to the beach and surfed [342]Christmas: come home from san diego [343]Thanksgiving: ate too much [344]New Years Eve: took some pills, and got sick [345]Halloween: hang out [346]Easter: easter egg hunting [347]Valentines Day: nothing (missing questions) [.Quotes.] [355]Favorite Movie Quote: “you hit me in the fucking ear?" [356]Best Quote For Love: “just fuck her, thats all she wants” [357]Best Quote For Friendship: “one for all, all for one” [358]Best Quote For Life: “the day you are born, is the day you start to die” [359]Funny Quote: “this is my friend achoo....a jew, in these parts?” [360]Favorite TV Quote: “mommy, will you open my milk for me” [361]Best Quote For Moving On: “let it be” [362]Your Favorite Quote From A Song: "i am not alive, can't you see, that im dead inside" [.The Last Thing....] [363]You Ate: chips [364]You Drank: coke [365]You Took A Shower: this morning [366]You Wore Out: jeans and t-shirt [367]The Last Place You Went: college of the canyons [368]Last Thing You Bought: gas [369]Last Thing You Got Pierced/Tattooed: behind my arms [370]Last Person You Saw: mom [371]Last Person You Kissed: vicky [372]Last Person You Fucked: vanessa [373]Last Person You Talked To: mom [374]Last Party You Went To: wayne [375]Last Thing You Watched: soccer [376]Last Song You Heard: “pig destroyer - pixie [.Now.] [377]So What Are You Eating: nothing [378]Anything To Drink With That: coke [379]Whatchya Wearin: band shirt, with jeans, new york yankees hat [380]Any Shoes: converse [381]Hair: in my hat [382]Listening To Anything: pig destroyer [383]Talking To Anyone: i was talking to stephanie :( [384]Are You Pissed I Made This So Long: naw [.Yes Or No.] [385]Are You A Vegitarian: was [386]Do You Like Cows: for tipping [387]Am I A Bitch For Making This Damn Survey: naw [388]Are You Artisitc: yup [389]Are You A Fast Runner: yes [390]Can You Ski: never tried, water or snow [391]Are You British: nope [392]Do You Want To Spear Britney: no [393]Do The Voices Talk To You And You Only: no [394]Did You Ever Give Barbie A Free Haircut & Hairdye Special: or a head transplant [396]Do You Think Disney Creators Were On Acid When They Made Alice In Wonderland: nope [397]Will The Real Slim Shady Please Shut Up: yea [398]Are You Straight: as an arrow [399]Are You 1/2 Stupid, 1/4 insane and another 1/4 physicaly handicapped: possibly [400]Are You Fat: no [401]Are You Skinny and just say your fat: no [402]Are You Short: no [403]Do You Own A Hot Pink Shirt: do hot pink sleeves count? [404]How About Orange Pants: no [405]Can You See The Flying Monkeys: nope [406]Are You Evil: not one bit [407]Did You Ever Knew Someone Who Had A Mullet: my boss just got one [408]Know Anyone Who Still Has One:............my boss [409]Is Britney A whore: no [410]Are You A Teenage Zombie: im a teeage riot [411]Am I Annoying You Realy Bad With All This Nonsense: no [412]Do You Like Marilyn Manson: naw [413]If You Dont Like Manson You Know You Suck Right: no i don't [414]Are You Secretly From Another Planet: planet of the apes [415]Did You Ever Touch Someone Elses No-No Spot: me......nooooooooooo [416]Do You Shop At Hot Topic: once and a while [417]Could You Kick My Ass: possibly [.Random Questions.] - (some missing) [458]If You Could Be Any Animal, What Animal Would You Be: bird [459]Why Would You Be THAT Animal: ive always wanted to fly [469]If You Had To Eat One Thing For The Rest Of Your Life What Would It Be: fish and chips [481]Do You Remeber Any Of Your Dreams: yes [482]Do You Dream In Color Or Black And White: color [484]Do You Admit When You Need Help With A Problem: no [485]Can People Read You Like A Book: yea [488]What's Your Biggest Fear: heights, and air planes [501]Do You Talk A lot: no [502]Are You Afraid Of Clowns: no [503]Do You Like Spiders: yea [503]How About Grape Kool-Aid Do You Like: yes [506]Can You Drive: yes [510]Are You A Spoiled Rotton Only Child: no [512]Are You Anti-Social: a little [514]How About Dumb People: no dice [521]Now What Are You Going To Go Do: think of stephanie until she calls

(7cum stains | Please Inform The Captain This Is a Hijack) application [11 Aug 2003|11:51am] [ mood | horny ] [ music | neil perry - looking back at how you want to be in....... ] Name: ryan Post a picture of yourself. Favorite bands: tptbutet, red chord, transistor transistor, ltfar, party of helicopters Last show you went to: racebannon, helen of troy, mae-shai What bands would you never be caught dead listening to?: the used, hot hot heat, afi Anything else you might wanna say: no

(2cum stains | Please Inform The Captain This Is a Hijack) arabian psycho [10 Aug 2003|07:53am] [ mood | excited ] [ music | birdflesh - crowes in the nose ] first off. thanks to stephanie for making my journal hot and such. and second, i hope she has a safe trip to amsterdam and back. so doubles are done with. training has been so tough. and it sucks because the coach is keeping 3 goalkeepers, and therse 4 of us. he was supposed to cut 1 after the first week of doubles. its going to be a worthless trip to be cut now. oh well. i believe that i did my best and the coaches will see that and i will be picked. jon is hopfully coming over today so we can record again. he leaves to seattle in a couple weeks and we need to get our shit done. if not, we both look like fucking jerks. speaking of which, i just got ahold of jon and he is coming over. sweet. i talked to stephanie for awhile last night on the phone. shes such a cool girl. and i promised her that ill go hang out with her after she gets back from amsterdam. anyways, shit needs to get done, so im out.

(4cum stains | Please Inform The Captain This Is a Hijack) the rolling mass grave [26 Jul 2003|09:42am] [ mood | calm ] [ music | charles bronson - 4 alarm counter fuck ] Happy Deathday! Your name: onefinedaytodie You will die on: Wednesday, September 5, 2018 You will die of: Caffeine Overdose Username: Created by Quill ive been addicted to these online tests. this one is wierd cuz its a day after my birthday, and i drink coke like a fiend. -insert "Holloween" music here-

(1cum stain | Please Inform The Captain This Is a Hijack) gore in gore out [25 Jul 2003|11:55pm] [ mood | melancholy ] [ music | birdflesh - master of violence ] ill start off with this test. You are Mary Bell. At the ripe old age of 10 you strangled a neighbor boy, afterwhich you carved your initals into his skin. At his funreal you laughed. Your next victim was a 3 year old. You pushed him off the roof, resulting in a broken skull. After he was found you went to his mothers house and asked to see him, she replied tha t he was dead. You smiled brightly and said 'Oh, I know he's dead. I wanted to see him in his coffin." You horrid little girl you. -smacks your hand- Which Imfamous criminal are you? brought to you by Quizilla now thats done with, i just got off the phone with S-T-E-P-H-A-N-I-E. she seems like a really cool girl. id like to hang out with her sometime. im going to the Young Dubliners tomarow with mat mat mat, jerry, wayne, and i think katie might go. than on sunday, im going to the Manchester United and Club America game. its gonna be grand. ok, ill talk to you later.

(Please Inform The Captain This Is a Hijack) the untold stories of brick walls [13 Jul 2003|12:14pm] [ mood | excited ] [ music | force fed glass - running on borrowed time/dead mans float ] so i havn't updated in awhile. who the fuck are you. ill start off with things i remember. i remember jon coming over awhile ago to start on our new STAT! project. we got 1 song down. than listend to music and i looked at his photos until we started to record. which was at like 11:30pm. my old man came up to the loft and told us to stop, it was too loud. so we didn't even record the first STAT! song. oh well. i also haven't been home at all. ive been out in santa clarita with friends. staying in peoples homes. last night was fun. we went to kareoke night and watched jerry and katie sing that kid rock and sheryll crow song. than i asked whitney to dedicate I LOVE ROCK N' ROLL (the britney spears version) to me. and she did. shes so cool. im going on a lunch date with her when she gets off work. i like whitney. shes fun. after kareoke night we went to wayne and whitneys house. whitney (not the one i like), cammi, wayne, jerry, whitney (the one i like) and matty went swimming. we played colors in the pool. and i took my pants off and hugged whitney (not the one i like). shes so uptight and prude, so i thought it would be funny if i rubbed my crotch on her leg. it was funny, and everyone laughed. than jerry made out with an old lady, cuz wayne and whitneys parents there throwing a block party cuz there is new neighbors, and they were all drunk. and i almost threw up. but it was a fun night. oh, and i made the soccer team at the college. its a shame i have a torn miniscus now, after surgery it should be good though. come see the COC Cougars first mens soccer team destroy the opposistion.

(8cum stains | Please Inform The Captain This Is a Hijack) i met my girl in the pokemon chatroom [16 Jun 2003|10:58pm] [ mood | lethargic ] [ music | neil perry - the last sip is 90% spit ] ok, sunday night was like this. i drove to jon's house in westlake to pick him up for the racebannon show. i got to his house just honky dory. i met him mom who is very nice and very hospitable. she gave me and jon a talk about going to echo park, cuz you know, people like to stab other people there. after that, i was watching wrestling with his brother, who was also very nice.....and hospitable. so we leave after about a half hour. Destination: Racebannon Estimated Time of Arival: 7:30 Prepared to Rock: Of corse so we get there and its this teen center filled with hispanic posters, propaganda, and so forth. so about 30 minutes after the show is about to start, they start letting all 20 people into the Casa De Pueblo. this band called Mae-Shai played first, they were really good. they had a marque that was totally bitchin'. than Helen Of Troy unleashed a fury of technical drumming and sickning guitars. the singer was 5 feet of pure energy. he had so much rock he blew the fingers off his leather gloves. than what we all came here to see. the 'Bannon. first off, if youve ever heard racebannon, but never seen them, they have a DJ, one of whom reeks of body oder and old burritos. the singer, well, he just looks like a psycopathic pedofile. and i think the guitarest was on crank. so anyways, the busted through what seemed to be 5 or 6 songs without stopping once, maybe for a 10 second scratch so the DJ gets his fill, than went right back into the red line pounding noise that these guys make. simply amazing. the last song they did was a 10 minute instrumental. and god said let there be racebannon. oh yea, i almost met nate from the cmhwak chat, and daniel. i saw daniel last year at a plot to blow up the eiffel tower show get hit with a piece of wood. and i bumped into him at the transister transistor show. we never formally met, so we did that night. awesome guys. i also picked myself up the Neil Perry and Joshua Fot For Battle split 12". goodnight

(8cum stains | Please Inform The Captain This Is a Hijack) thirteen second sickness [14 Jun 2003|01:50am] [ mood | morose ] [ music | force fed glass - open face surgery ] well, i think yvette dosn't like me anymore. or...like THAT anyways. im pretty sure of it. i thought this was gonna happen. i wanted to wait a little longer just cuz my frame of mind wasn't there to have a girlfriend again. i guess i asked for too much. thats been my life basicly, just not soon enough. ill get over it, everyone does.

(Please Inform The Captain This Is a Hijack) Science Fiction Reality [13 Jun 2003|02:04am] [ mood | tired ] [ music | clikitat ikatowi - eight hours of drama ] ok, so i just posted in screamofucks that i went to a show. so ill just write here what i didn't write there. as you know, it was ltfar, transistorx2, and one am radio. first of all, it was at this small ass bar in a strip mall across the street from Taco Bell. and second of all...well, it rocked, i had fun. i met jon from cross my heart. hes a swell character. before ltfar came on, i orderd a pizza for me and thomas. we were eating while they were playing. john and his friend amiee, i believe it was, are amazing dancers. im going to racebannon and helen of troy sunday hopfully if my truck is back from the shop. goodnight

(1cum stain | Please Inform The Captain This Is a Hijack) 4A-030401 [12 Jun 2003|04:19pm] [ mood | excited ] [ music | hot cross - born on the cusp ] tonight is the transistor transistor, light the fuse and run, one am radio show. its gonna be spectacular. i havn't been to a show in so long. i believe it was the Curl up and Die show. than on the 15th is the Racebannon show with Helen of Troy. that gonna be fucking insane. well ill write back when i get back from the show.

(2cum stains | Please Inform The Captain This Is a Hijack) The Ambiguous Camel [11 Jun 2003|12:26pm] [ mood | complacent ] [ music | horse the band - the hammer of opitirominiliukus ] im so confused. i want to move out of acton, out of california. i want to move to berkley with my cousin sonia. she asked me to move in with her and her sister to new orleans next year. i really really want to. i told yvette this and i says that theres nothing here for me. and she replys with "BUT IM HERE". which makes me even MORE confused. ive been trying to be with her for the past week(s) and nothing has come out of it. so i don't know. i went to santa monica with my sister ramey and her friend lindsey. lindsey is so cute. redheads are cute. so i bought a new pair of pants that are really awesome. like i told my sister yesturday, "id be a fashion slut if i had more money". aint it the truth though.

(Please Inform The Captain This Is a Hijack) Unfortunently we're all not robots [04 Jun 2003|03:28pm] i just got news Adam Marcus died in a car crash a few days ago. and my friend's little brother is in critical condition, and some other kid is in there with him holding on. im not gonna pretend like i was good friends with him, but i did hang out with him a couple times. we hung out at the battle of the bands and sold merch for our friends band and made fun of all the little girls with white belts and hot asses. normally, i would just be like "ho hum, everyone does sometime" but when its someone that youve seen or talked to, thats a hell of a lot differnt.

(Please Inform The Captain This Is a Hijack) a second grade art project [30 May 2003|02:28pm] [ mood | hopeful ] [ music | jerome's dream - do we write to write right? ] i wish i could kill. but with what. i wish i could die. but how. i wish you could buy a new heart. but on whos expense. not mine, im too cheap. sorry ladies. somtimes, just somtimes, i wish i brought into this world as somthing else. being a human is too hard. yes some people have it harder. but you wont feel what they feel, all you can do is hear thier stories. but what do other peoples storys give you? do they give you advise? somtimes. do they make you see that other people have problems too? possibly. do they make you hate the "other" people in this world. deffinently. so tell me....whats worth living for? a lot. whats dying for, then? not a lot. so if you had the choice, it wouldn't be that hard, would it? it would be worth killing for, wouldn't it?

(Please Inform The Captain This Is a Hijack) true thinkers will stop time to think [30 May 2003|02:29am] [ mood | nostalgic ] [ music | robots de muerte - when big wasn't bad ] yea, so i went on a second date with yvette yesturday. amazing. simply amazing. she ended up kissing me. ME!. oh well. im over this shit with vanessa. she can fuck whoever she wants to. yvette is a wonderful girl and i can't wait to spend more time with her. she bought me a Curl up and Die shirt online the other day. so thoughtfull. so im starting this record label outta my loft above my garage. Sacred Heart Studios, the guys im starting it with are so THRICED out its not even funny. die! we will produce a demo for local southern california bands for hella cheap. get ahold of me.

(Please Inform The Captain This Is a Hijack) postcards from the future [17 May 2003|12:06am] [ mood | rejected ] [ music | on the might of princes - only if she dosn't smoke ] i got off the phone with vanessa. everytime we. talked. it was like heaven desending apon my (miserable) life. now its like a stab in the heart, & A quick thrust to the right period period ryan thought with his dick but didn't realize the actions that will be brought upon him. DIE! my heart is aching for love. who will love me now. who will love me now, who will love me nowWHO WILL LOVE ME NOW whowilllovemenowwhowilllovemenowwhowilllovemenowwhowilllovemenowwhowilllovemenowwhowilllovemenow? answer that and give me your answer with a hand in the air. silently please. inside voices. hush doom hush. shhhhhhhhhhhhh love always, ryan

(Please Inform The Captain This Is a Hijack) Afgamistam [12 May 2003|11:21pm] [ mood | morose ] [ music | botch - micaragua ] well. today was muy loco. i got in at work around 5. and Mike from the carwash was there. him and his 2 mexican buddies. and they are drinking pitchers of budwieser. my boss tells me that they have been there since opening....at 11:30. so 6:30 rolls around, and 12 pitchers later, they are fucking toasted. mike threw up in the bathroom. one guy passed out and hit his head on the bar game and the other guy is taking a shit in the bathroom that mike is throwing up in. so we call taxi service and no one wants to come drive to my work and pick up 3 bombed mexicans. so i end up driving them home. i try to tell 3 mexicans that speak english just as good as i speak spanish that i have to drive 2 first, than come back and pick up the other one. so after we get that situated, i end up driving mike and one guy to canyon country and they try to put the passanger side seat belt over the both of them, and mike touches the other guys arm, and the other guy is going off on him in spanish. "TU ES MUY WAY". which in translation "you're very gay". then they fight in my car. im tired. good night

(Please Inform The Captain This Is a Hijack) shapes take after text [11 May 2003|09:22pm] [ mood | recumbent ] [ music | blood brothers - burn, piano island, burn ] ryangetyourknife: i should really wash my hair ryangetyourknife: its gross shes bad bad bad: go wash it ryangetyourknife: than id have to take a shower ryangetyourknife: ill probably take one bfore i goto bed ryangetyourknife: ugh ryangetyourknife: but im dirty shes bad bad bad: you've got mail shes bad bad bad: mind you its a pretty old song shes bad bad bad: so..yeah shes bad bad bad: I hate taking showers but I take them anyway shes bad bad bad: just think of how clean you will be afterwards ryangetyourknife: i know ryangetyourknife: man ryangetyourknife: my hair can be put in a mohawk shes bad bad bad: what shes bad bad bad: ewww ryangetyourknife: haha ryangetyourknife: its so greasy shes bad bad bad: is it that greasy? ryangetyourknife: dosn't that turn you on ryangetyourknife: hahahahaha shes bad bad bad: sick shes bad bad bad: go wash it shes bad bad bad: hah shes bad bad bad: NO imagine...were finished wall fucking and your grease has left an imprint on my wall shes bad bad bad: NO THAT DOESNT TURN ME ON GO WASH YOUR HAIR ryangetyourknife: HAHAHAHAHAHAHA ryangetyourknife: "wall fucking" shes bad bad bad: wall fucking shes bad bad bad: like we are fucking a wall ryangetyourknife: huh shes bad bad bad: it gets expensive after a couple of times...wall putty isnt cheap you know ryangetyourknife: haha shes bad bad bad: nevermind ryangetyourknife: i think i get it ryangetyourknife: now shes bad bad bad: anyways ryangetyourknife: my sister is taking a shower ryangetyourknife: so i can't shes bad bad bad: hah shes bad bad bad: so you know what i noticed? that song is from 97 shes bad bad bad: no i take it back 98 shes bad bad bad: and that is pretty long ago shes bad bad bad: do you remember 1998? ryangetyourknife: i would hear it but my computer is going retarded ryangetyourknife: yea ryangetyourknife: 98' was kinda wierd for me shes bad bad bad: word ryangetyourknife: i had my first girlfriend than shes bad bad bad: wow? ryangetyourknife: totally ryangetyourknife: everyone had girlfriends in like junior high ryangetyourknife: i started way late ryangetyourknife: i was a virgin until i was 18 shes bad bad bad: you were what 15 16? ryangetyourknife: 14 shes bad bad bad: i only ever had one boyfriend i dated him for three years and we were engaged for one ryangetyourknife: 14-15 shes bad bad bad: oh i cashed my v-card in when i was around that age shes bad bad bad: when i began dating david shes bad bad bad: actually we werent even dating at the time ryangetyourknife: v-card? shes bad bad bad: wait i take that back we were shes bad bad bad: virgin-card...like a credit card minus the credit ryangetyourknife: oh ryangetyourknife: hahaha shes bad bad bad: like a get out of jail free card shes bad bad bad: my nose is runny ryangetyourknife: than catch it ryangetyourknife: :-) shes bad bad bad: HA HA HA ryangetyourknife: i sence sarcasm shes bad bad bad: what a great sense of sence shes bad bad bad: sence of sense? ryangetyourknife: ........... ryangetyourknife: hah ryangetyourknife: i want a wall-bed shes bad bad bad: sense of sense...as in sixth sense ryangetyourknife: those are hot shes bad bad bad: ME TOO shes bad bad bad: a friend of mine lived in frisco and had one in her kitchen shes bad bad bad: I dont know why the kitchen but im sure she had valid reasons shes bad bad bad: anyways it was SO comfortable ryangetyourknife: hot hot shes bad bad bad: my ass is in pain and Im sooooooooooooo bored ryangetyourknife: mabye you should have all that anal sex? shes bad bad bad: Im going to a kickback in two or three hours ryangetyourknife: sounds fun shes bad bad bad: ohhhh that couldnt ever be the reason it hurts ryangetyourknife: im gonna go smoke shes bad bad bad: NO not without ME ryangetyourknife: ok shes bad bad bad: ok? ryangetyourknife: mmhmm shes bad bad bad: i need a hair cut STAT ryangetyourknife: what does STAT mean shes bad bad bad: ewww go on and be preoccupied but DONT try the small talk with me shes bad bad bad: I dont know shes bad bad bad: maybe sooner than a tortoise? ryangetyourknife: or ryangetyourknife: i dunno shes bad bad bad: sober teens are troublesome? shes bad bad bad: silver tires are tight shes bad bad bad: soap tells a tale shes bad bad bad: susan tries a turnabout ryangetyourknife: smashing these arid tapistries shes bad bad bad: stop the tete a tete shes bad bad bad: oooh shes bad bad bad: good one ryangetyourknife: soup that acts tantic ryangetyourknife: tantric* ryangetyourknife: super toads are terrifying ryangetyourknife: sickness treats a terrible (diesease) shes bad bad bad: saturday till a transit ryangetyourknife: o0o ryangetyourknife: these are all awesome band names ryangetyourknife: hah shes bad bad bad: hahaha ryangetyourknife: sundays that are terrible ryangetyourknife: o0o0o0o0o0o0o ryangetyourknife: that one is sexy shes bad bad bad: i was thinking that myself shes bad bad bad: hah i concur ryangetyourknife: start thinking aloud today shes bad bad bad: standpat tory and traditionalistic ryangetyourknife: stop this acting travisty shes bad bad bad: ooh i like that one ryangetyourknife: super tits are terrific ryangetyourknife: haha ryangetyourknife: stuck trimming avid trees shes bad bad bad: shapes take after text ryangetyourknife: oh my ryangetyourknife: squares triangles and tripods shes bad bad bad: what? ryangetyourknife: that shapes one is good shes bad bad bad: haha shes bad bad bad: shapes take after text? ryangetyourknife: yea ryangetyourknife: sitting, thinking and talking shes bad bad bad: why thankyou ryangetyourknife: sitting, thinking about transvestites ryangetyourknife: no! ryangetyourknife: STOP thinking about transvestites shes bad bad bad: HAHAHAHA shes bad bad bad: study this apology thoroughly ryangetyourknife: ooooohhh my shes bad bad bad: hah shes bad bad bad: solicit this affection that (i give) ryangetyourknife: jesus ryangetyourknife: thats hot ryangetyourknife: i have a good one coming up ryangetyourknife: i gotta think for a second shes bad bad bad: oh yeah? bring it kiddo ryangetyourknife: si tu amar travajo ryangetyourknife: yes you love work shes bad bad bad: sanguine, this artery tears shes bad bad bad: hah shes bad bad bad: I do love work ryangetyourknife: singing throughout all towns ryangetyourknife: sighing thinking about tina shes bad bad bad: she tangible after the (fall) ryangetyourknife: mmmmhm ryangetyourknife: shieks that act tough ryangetyourknife: hahaha shes bad bad bad: *shes shes bad bad bad: HAH ryangetyourknife: september through a thought shes bad bad bad: OH i like that one ryangetyourknife: thank you ryangetyourknife: simple thoughts about teenagers shes bad bad bad: spring time and tornados shes bad bad bad: hah ryangetyourknife: o0o shes bad bad bad: suggestions that are threatening ryangetyourknife: sounds that are tremendous ryangetyourknife: summer tours about tennesee ryangetyourknife: skies take all thoughts shes bad bad bad: she ticks and trembles ryangetyourknife: stopping these arrogent truckers shes bad bad bad: skip the altruistic travesty shes bad bad bad: HAHA TRUCKERS! shes bad bad bad: have you ever been to the flying J ryangetyourknife: nope shes bad bad bad: simulation takes after truth shes bad bad bad: oh its a truck stop up north shes bad bad bad: its the greatest shes bad bad bad: she tussles a tramp ryangetyourknife: she takes a trumpet shes bad bad bad: she tries at topless ryangetyourknife: hah shes bad bad bad: she thumps and thrusts ryangetyourknife: hahahaha ryangetyourknife: thats hot shes bad bad bad: she thrashes a trans am shes bad bad bad: hah i try ryangetyourknife: she takes all trust ryangetyourknife: scene takes a toll shes bad bad bad: she talks about two timing ryangetyourknife: sacramento trains are trapped shes bad bad bad: satisfactory toiletries are terrific ryangetyourknife: stinky toilets are terrific shes bad bad bad: shout the aria Tacea la notte, shes bad bad bad: sheeps that always tinkle ryangetyourknife: stopping the arian totalitarianism shes bad bad bad: i cant believe i used the word tinkle hah shes bad bad bad: oooh you even used assonance ryangetyourknife: assonance? shes bad bad bad: minus the "ism" you'd have rhyme ryangetyourknife: oh ryangetyourknife: haha shes bad bad bad: resemblance of sound, especially of the vowel sounds in words ryangetyourknife: ok shes bad bad bad: sounds that are torpid ryangetyourknife: steve takes alex's top ramen ryangetyourknife: haha shes bad bad bad: AHA shes bad bad bad: eww top ramen is gross ryangetyourknife: sasha's tits are terrific shes bad bad bad: all food is gross at this point. I havent eaten in like a week its sick shes bad bad bad: HAHA whos sasha? ryangetyourknife: i dunno shes bad bad bad: hah ryangetyourknife: its the guy who plays Cody on that one tv show ryangetyourknife: it was sorta like Full House shes bad bad bad: oh okay ryangetyourknife: he went to jail for beating his girlfriend shes bad bad bad: sign this agreement tony shes bad bad bad: hm shes bad bad bad: i dont remember that show ryangetyourknife: yes you do ryangetyourknife: he sounded like a stoner ryangetyourknife: he always said DUDE shes bad bad bad: i smell like fruit punch ryangetyourknife: and CHA shes bad bad bad: charles in charge? ryangetyourknife: CHA DUDE shes bad bad bad: hahah shes bad bad bad: STEP BY STEP!!! ryangetyourknife: YES!!!!!!!!!!! ryangetyourknife: hahahahahaha ryangetyourknife: you are so fucking cool shes bad bad bad: hah thanks shes bad bad bad: THE BLONDE DAUGHTER WAS SO HOT ryangetyourknife: i really don't remember shes bad bad bad: dana foster ryangetyourknife: i remember that the one kid was a nerd shes bad bad bad: YES YOU DO shes bad bad bad: the really smart one shes bad bad bad: YEAH THAT ONE KIDS SISTER shes bad bad bad: she was the oldest shes bad bad bad: she had blonde hair and always spoke elloquently shes bad bad bad: YOU KNOW WHO I AM TALKING ABOUT RIGHT ryangetyourknife: uhh yes...

(Please Inform The Captain This Is a Hijack) A sinister father to an even more sinister son [08 May 2003|02:16am] [ mood | mellow ] [ music | HORSE the band - bunnies ] today i went to work sick. i got 3 dollars taken outta my 86 dollar pay check becuase me and laura fucked the registers up. oh well. i have band practice in about 5 hours in the loft above my garage. the battle of the bands is in a couple weeks. i sure as hell hope its not the weekend of rosemarys birthday. im supposed to go and see vanessa. im not tired at all. im actually kind of hyped up. period.

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